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hey you

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 01:58:00 GMT

sup biznatches. add my new journal. for reals.
videsans_vous

ch ch ch changes

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 23:11:40 GMT

so i'm tired of this journal.
it's time for a change.
i'm not really the same person anymore anyways...

add me if you want....
videsans_vous

hella emo.
xoxo.

woot

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 20:54:54 GMT

Dear ASB Applicants,
Congratulations! You have been accepted on the ASB trip to Mexico (March 19th through the 24th). Please clear your calendar for a meeting in the Namaste Lounge on Wednesday, December 3 at 9:00 P.M, where we will discuss fundraising and logistics. We know this is toward the end of the quarter, and things can get a little hectic at this time, but it is ABSOLUTELY CRITICAL that you join us at this meeting. We are thrilled to see you all again, and to get to know you better. If you have any questions, comments, or concerns, please feel free to contact us. PRAXIS Committee SS1, r.m. 117
rguzman@ucsc.edu
PRAXIS Coordinator

haven got accepted too. woot!
as of monday evening my brain has thought of this week as a holiday.
last night was fun again. but i really need to get more sleep. good thing its thanksgiving break.
tonight i'm actually going home.
one more class left. and only a few little cafe things to do.
time to go vegge.
xoxo.

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 03:00:02 GMT

oohhh man. i just heard the bestest pick-up line ever.

ready?

if you were trash, i would take you out.

haha. good times.
okay that's all.

i was gonna clean my room but

Tue, 25 Nov 2003 23:57:20 GMT

i am so utterly exhausted.
i feel like all my weeks of being sleep deprived are totally catching up with me.
i go home tomorrow. i can't wait.
i want to go home for thanksgiving and winter break so badly its weird.
and all i wanna do when i'm home is hang out, stay up late, and sleep in for forever.
this week is pretty much over. after turning in my essay yesturday. all that's left is one class today, two tomorrow, and work.
and the one class today is over.
this post is so utterly boring.
i love my friends.
last night was fun. but i should have crashed earlier.
i think i'm going to go take a nap or something.
or go find haven and patrick.
yeah.
okay.
i'm going.
xoxo.

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 22:43:41 GMT

OMG i'm done!

okay. i know you don't actually care.
but i just felt like crowding your friends pages even more.
<333

. . .

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 20:06:41 GMT

since i have successfully completed three of the four required sections for my paper, i'm taking a quick break. nevermind the fact that i'm so behind i am currently ditching class to write this paper...

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
- procrastinating beyond utter belief
- not sleeping enough
- not paying enough attention to all my friends. specifically attaching myself to new friends and ignoring old.
- not eating well or often enough

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
- a completed paper
- a hair straightener
- a paycheck
- a good nights sleep

Name Four Scents You Love:
- le male
- after it rains
- roses
- clean laundry

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
- slept for two and a half hours
- drank coffee
- wrote part of my paper
- ditched class

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
- food
- more food
- i dunno its been a while. i haven't exactly had any money recently.
-

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
- water
- pepsi
- coffee
- tea

Last Person You Hugged?
- haven? patrick?

Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It?
- to a significant other? it's been a while. to a friend? yesterday or this morning. i forget.

Last Time You Cried?
- wednesday or thursday.

What's In Your CD Player?
- i don't even know. but on my playlist its been a lot of radiohead lately.

What Color Socks Are You Wearing?
- black.

Current Hair?
- side part. low ponytail bun thingie. bangs in face. definately in need of being washed.

Current Clothes?
- black socks from old navy. grey gap sweats. black gap undies. grey/lt blue tanktop from gap. white shirt from urban outfitters. black shirt from gap. black ucsc sweatshirt. red scarf i took home from the cafe. ew. that is such a labelwhore outfit. and i've had it on since last night. yes. i went to bed wearing exactly that. slept for two and half hours. and got up and continued wearing exactly that. thank you.

Current Annoyance?
- this paper. unfortunately my current annoyance has been the same annoyance for quite a while now.

Current Longing?
- to go to bed

Current Worry?
- that i will forever be a slacker.

Current Hate?
- achy tired legs. and developmental psychology.

Favorite Physical Feature Of The Attracting Sex(es)?
- height. is that a physical feature? um. like. hips, stomach, chest, shoulders. that as a whole.

Last CD You Bought?
- i bought? i dunno. i was given? the beatles, saves the day, switchfoot.

Favorite Place To Be?
- i long to be back in the bay area [peninsula]. but my favorite place to be is anywhere with a good friend. honestly.

Favorite Season?
- winter. or summer. or. i dunno.

Where Would You Like To Go?
- either for a walk with friends here. or a drive with natasha. or to usc with laura. or mikes watching family guy. or the beach [hmb]. anywhere but in this room writing this paper and anywhere with someone i love.

A Random Lyric:
- "love is real. real is love. love is feeling. feeling love. love is wanting. to be loved." -john lennon

a walking disaster

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 12:49:13 GMT

every now and then i am reminded of the fact that my sleeping habits are rather unusual. and that normal people do not stay awake until the butt-crack of dawn every night.
walking back from pbooty's room for a quick study break was one of those moments. when i was walking through the quad and i was the only person outside in the freezing cold and 99% of every room had their shades closed and lights off. and i realised that not only was i awake, but i also wasn't going to bed any time soon. and that it is almost five in the freaking morning.

i really need to get my act together.

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 10:35:17 GMT

okay so i keep listening to this song on repeat. even though i took the time to make a whole "write your paper" playlist. its just so pretty. but oh so sad. d-lolo sent it to me. that makes it even more sad. anyways. download it. now. and read the lyrics:

My Immortal - Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me.

gireafdzdfhjio;jklwafd

Mon, 24 Nov 2003 09:49:58 GMT

okay. so you know that one developmental paper? that one that i was supposed to do a rough draft for last week? the one that's due tomorrow...

yeah. it makes me want to not be alive anymore.

7 out of 7 pages left to go....
starting...now.

Sun, 23 Nov 2003 22:32:35 GMT

its 230pm.
i got up half an hour ago.
i could have slept for another five hundred years.
i totally have a massive paper to write today.
tonight at 9pm is my alternative spring break group interview.
i hope i get picked. i really wanna go on that.
i go home in three days.
this quarter is almost over. and its about time.
well. no. its been fun. but i'm over school.
i miss laura. and natasha. and mike. and my fam. etc.
last night was fun.
g3+1 fo eva.

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 23:04:50 GMT

away messages are the new livejournal.

Sat, 22 Nov 2003 00:49:12 GMT

it is really cold.

it is friday.

i am done with all obligations.

WOOT!

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 17:49:19 GMT

what could be better than ending up sitting next to and trading "papers" with a fellow slacker?? all that and then getting full credit for my draft and having fun talking the whole class period! woot!

now it's time for a nap.

today could turn out to be pretty good afterall....

6 3 7 9 4 5 2 8 1

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 12:33:18 GMT

yeah i'm over it.

section is in four hours.

not quite sure how i'm going to be able to function.
or if my four pages are going to suffice.
or if i'm going to be able to make it through my totally busy day tomorrow which includes a super important spanish oral exam [unstudied for].
but as already stated...

i'm over it.

o m g

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 10:42:37 GMT

um. i would just like to point out that it is 2:37am. and i haven't started my paper yet.

that would be the paper that is due tomorrow at 830am. the one that's supposed to be something like 7 pages. yeah. that one.

i swear i was going to start it a while ago. and then i had been sitting in my room for so long trying to start it that i had to get out of my room for a while or i would never get anything done. unfortuneately...i ended up in the lounge where celeste was just starting to watch finding nemo.
let's just say that distracted me for a while....

someone please shoot me. no. i'm serious. just put me out of my misery.

title nine towel. title nine towel.

Thu, 20 Nov 2003 03:33:57 GMT

somewhere high up there on the list of things i dont like is smelling like the dining hall after every meal. yeah. its definately up there.

dinner was fun. rachel, haven, rip and i sat in the back corner by the juice and were entirely too hyper.

best call of the evening--
rip: the nation of islam and the kkk should just have a huge battle in arizona.

other memorable moments--
me: i didn't eat any of your broccali. i just touched them all!

ah, the dining hall. what would college life be like without you.

p o l i t i c s

Wed, 19 Nov 2003 05:25:21 GMT

hey so i got this from p-booty. who got it from his mom. it's really interesting. i recommend reading it... a few of them are italicized for emphasis...

THIS IS A PHONY RESUME MADE BY SOMEONE WITH A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR AND A LIBERAL MINDSET:

George Walker Bush
The White House, Washington, D.C.
November, 2003
subject: resumé

EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE

LAW ENFORCEMENT:

I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine in 1976 for driving under the influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been "lost" and is not available.

MILITARY:

I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty in Vietnam.

COLLEGE:

I graduated from Yale University.
I was a cheerleader.

PAST WORK EXPERIENCE:

I ran for U.S. Congress and lost.

I began my career in the oil business in Midland, Texas in 1975. I bought an oil company, but couldn't find any oil in Texas. The company went bankrupt shortly after I sold all my stock.

I bought the Texas Rangers baseball team in a sweetheart deal that took land using taxpayer money.

With the help of my father and our right-wing friends in the oil industry (including Enron CEO Ken Lay), I was elected Governor of Texas.

ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS GOVERNOR:

I changed Texas pollution laws to favor power and oil companies, making Texas the most polluted state in the Union.

During my tenure, Houston replaced Los Angeles as the most smog-ridden city in America.

I cut taxes and bankrupted the Texas treasury to the tune of billions in borrowed money.

I set the record for the most executions by any Governor in American history.

With the help of my brother, the Governor of Florida, and my father's appointments to the Supreme Court, I became President after losing by over 500,000 votes.

ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS PRESIDENT:

I invaded and occupied two countries at a continuing cost of over one billion dollars per week.

I spent the U.S. surplus and effectively bankrupted the U.S. Treasury.

I shattered the record for the largest annual deficit in U.S. history.

I set an economic record for most private bankruptcies filed in any 12-month period.

I set the all-time record for the biggest drop in the history of the U.S.stock market.

I am the first president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record.

I set the the all-time record for most days on vacation in any one year period by an American president.

After taking off the entire month of August 2001, I presided over the worst security failure in U.S.history, documents pertaining to which I have refused to make available to the Congressional committee investigating the disaster.

I am supporting development of a nuclear "Tactical Bunker Buster," a WMD.

In my State Of The Union Address, I lied about our reasons for attacking Iraq, then blamed the lies on our British friends.

I set the record for most campaign fund-raising trips by a U.S. president.

In my first year in office over 2 million Americans lost their jobs and that trend continued every month for 33 months - an all-time record.

My economic team presided over the all-time record for most foreclosures in a 12-month period.

I appointed more convicted criminals to my administration than any president in U.S. history.

I set the record for the fewest press conferences held by any president since the advent of television.

My administration presided over the biggest energy crisis in U.S. history and refused to intervene when corruption involving the oil industry was revealed.

My economic team presided over the highest gasoline prices in U.S. history.

I have cut health care benefits for war veterans and support a cut in duty benefits for active duty troops and their families - during war time.

I have set the all-time record for most people worldwide to simultaneously protest me in public venues (15 million people) shattering the record for protest against any person in the history of mankind.

I've broken more international treaties than any president in U.S. history.

I'm proud that the members of my cabinet are the richest of any administration in U.S. history. My "poorest millionaire," Condoleeza Rice, has a Chevron oil tanker named after her.

I am the first president in U.S. history to order an unprovoked, pre-emptive attack and the military occupation of a sovereign nation. I did so against the will of the United Nations, the majority of U.S. citizens, the advice of American intelligence services, the advice of the U.S. military, and the will of the world community.

I created the Ministry of Homeland Security, the largest bureaucracy in the history of the United States government - and have refused to fund the mandates with which it has been charged.

I am the first president in U.S. history to have the United Nations remove the U.S. from the Human Rights Commission.

I withdrew the U.S. from the World Court of Law.

I refused to allow inspectors access to U.S. prisoners of war "detainees" and thereby have refused to abide by the Geneva Convention.

I am the first president in history to refuse United Nations election inspectors (during the 2002 U.S. election).

I am the all-time U.S. and world record-holder for receiving the most corporate campaign donations.

My largest lifetime campaign contributor, and one of my best friends, Kenneth Lay, presided over the largest corporate bankruptcy fraud in U.S. history.

My political party used Enron's private jets and corporate attorneys to fight for my success with the U.S. Supreme Court during my election decision. I have protected my friends at Enron and Halliburton against investigation or prosecution. More time and money was spent investigating the Monica Lewinsky affair than has been spent investigating the largest corporate fraud in history (Enron).

Within a year after garnering the greatest worldwide outpouring of sympathy for the U.S. (after the World Trade Center attacks), my foreign policy has made the U.S. the most hated country in the world.

I am first president in history to have caused a majority of Europeans (71%) to view the United States as the greatest threat to world peace and security.

I changed the U.S. policy to allow convicted criminals to be awarded government contracts.

I have so far failed to fulfill my pledge to bring Osama Bin Laden and Saddam Hussein to justice.

RECORDS AND REFERENCES:

All records of my tenure as Governor of Texas are now in my father's library, sealed, and unavailable for public view.

All records of SEC investigations into my insider trading and my bankrupt companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public view.

All records or minutes from meetings that I, or my Vice-President, attended regarding public energy policy are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public review.

Please consider my experience when returning me to office in 2004.

i hope people will take the time to educate themselves before voting next year. i really do.

is there anything worth looking for?

Tue, 18 Nov 2003 10:50:03 GMT

so today was a really weird day. lots of good things. lots of not so good things. but right now i'm going to say its been a good day because how can i be negative when my entire room smells of the most wonderful vanilla scent ever? [thanks to havey's plug-in scented thingie she let me borrow.]

001. name : lauren.
002. nicknames : lau-boog, boogie, laurenjo, l.jo., lorn
003. sex : girl.
004. birthday : 10.19.84.
005. age : 19.
006. star sign : libra.
007. place of birth : stanford hospital.
008. current residence: santa cruz. my family is in san carlos.
009. hair colour : natural brown.
010. eye colour : bluegreenhazel.
011. height : 5'9"
012. writing hand : righty.

____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails : nope.
014. can you roll your tongue : nope. but the entire rest of my family can.
there is no number 15
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : only the right one.
017. can you blow smoke rings: never tried.
018. can you blow spit bubbles : nope.
019. can you cross your eyes: yes.
020. colored hair: nope.
021. tattoos and where : none.
022. piercing and where : four. my ears.
023. do you make your bed daily : most of the time.
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : underwear.
025. which shoe goes on first : depends on which one i pick up first.
we skipped 10 questions
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : i'm sure i have.
037. how much money is usually in your wallet? : currently there is none. lately there is none. in fact usually there is none.
038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: none. oh wait. lately i always have one set of hoop earrings. none in the other holes.
039. whats sexiest on a guy : torso?
040. whats sexiest on a girl : hm. i guess the same.
041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : i don't care. in fact i'm usually late and look ok.
042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl.
043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : none. because i have no cabinets and no kitchen. but i do have soy milk in my little fridge and some granola in my closet.
044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands.
045. do you cook : i miss cooking. i used to cook at home a lot.

____GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth : when i wake up. when i go to bed. except lately i've been hella nast and running so late i don't brush my teeth or wash my face before running. yes running. [okay maybe not running. but walking very quickly.] to class.
047. how often do you shower/bathe : i used to shower every day. then i got lazy again. now its more like once every other day or so.
048. how long do these showers last : depends. usually around 20 min.
049. hair drying method : airdry. maybe a straightening iron if i feel like borrowing one from the girls.
050. do you paint your nails : toenails.
051. do you swear : lately.
052. do you mumble to yourself : no. in my head maybe.
053. do you spit in public : not really.
054. do you pee in the shower : that makes your shower smell and then its gross and it defeats the purpose of un-grossifying yourself. but i will admit that i've done it before.
055. the cd player : yeah? and?
056. person you talk most on the phone with : no one. i don't really talk on the phone much. its more used for quickly finding someone and relaying a message of some sort. probably haven.
057. what color is your bedroom : white dorm room. we recently painted mine and cjs room at home. its nice. its tan and green with red accents in the fabrics in the room.
058. do you use an alarm clock : yes. although lately i rely on haven.
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: the internet is the devil. but i'm horribly addicted. mostly to lj.
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : yes. its end of the year tradition. and all are invited.
061. ever sunbathed in the nude: nope.
062. window seat or aisle : window.
063. whats your sleeping position: fetal. or side. used to always have to be on my right side. but now i'm usually so tired when i sleep it doesn't so much matter how i'm sleeping anymore.
064. what kind of bed do you like : mine. i do not like hard beds.
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yeah. because usually it gets cold eventually sometime in the night.
066. do you snore : i've been told i do. but i dunno if i do anymore.
067. do you sleepwalk : no.
068. do you talk in your sleep : i don't think so.
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : nope.
070. how about the light on : no. i used to because my sister was little and needed a nightlight. then i was used to having the light on and needed it to sleep. then i got over it and it had to be pitch black for me to sleep. then i came to school where there are always lights of some kind on shining in your window or under your door. and i started napping. i guess what i'm trying to say is i don't sleep with any lights but it doesn't so much matter anymore.
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : nope.

____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
072. had sex : never.
073. were kissed or kissed someone : october.
074. watched bambi : i have no idea.
075. cried : last night. but it was just a few tears. last really good cry wassss oh geez i dunno. for sure sometime in the past month. either that day nikkis car disappeared and i was super sleep deprived and stressed. or that time i broke down in the cafe. but i guess that was before the car thing.
076. talked on the phone : i called haven while i was working tonight. but the last actual phone conversation was this evening when i talked to leah for the first time since the summer.
077. read a book : beats me. i haven't finished a book probably since last year. that is so depressing.
078. punched someone : last year cristina and i would play punch for punch. that was fun. i used to play that with mike [my brother] and get bruises. good times. haha. oh man.

____MUSiC
079. is music important to you : oh goodness yes.
080. do you sing : yes. but not as much as i used to.
there is also no number 81
082. what do you think of Eminem : he intrigues me.
083. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : i've loved jason mraz for a lot longer than most people. now everyone knows who he is. but before i could have put him as an answer.

that survey was lame.
you know what else is lame?
that no one filled out that last survey/question thingie in my last post.
i feel so loved.
[besides cj and p-booty who both totally rock. and for more reasons than just because they filled out a survey.]
so. yeah. um.
i'm out.
xoxo.

clever cover stories

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 11:54:14 GMT

so i should probably be asleep already. but after work i ended up going to p-booty's and working on spanish homework while he studied for his spanish midterm. um. i hate spanish. but i got a fair amount of homework done so that was cool.

then i educated p-booty in the scenester celebrities and happenings. yeah. some people are ridiculous. but they keep me entertained so it's all good.

now its time for bed.
goodnight.
xoxo

ps. fill this out foo!

01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: what is something embarrassing that i've done:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i am bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: wanna make out:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:

happy lj bday to me

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 00:30:29 GMT

so i'd just like to point out that today is my lj birthday. happy two years. damn. that's a long time.

this weekend has been so wonderfully chill. i had such a stressful, busy, sleepless week and this weekend was just what i needed. slept in until 2 again. good times. today i think i'm going to sit around and watch tv with the ladies. then tonight is dinner at the apartments, plus alias, plus closing at the cafe.

last night i sat in the hallway and chatted with the ladies until 4am. it was so nice to just have good, meaningful conversations for once. or. not for once. but like. it was fun to really get to know some of the girls on my floor a little better.

but i'm off to go watch tv....
xoxo

Sat, 15 Nov 2003 23:56:46 GMT

today i slept in until 130pm. i think i was asleep by 3am. that would be a glorious 10 and a half hours of sleep. so badly needed. the best part is that i haven't left my bed. it is now 330pm. i've been up for two hours laying in bed online. haha. awesome.

last night had its good times. but then it got lame once we went to grants and i didn't want to be there and i was tired and hungry because i never had dinner.

this weekend is offical do nothing weekend. i'm excited. because this week was hell. natasha is coming down later with john. yay! i work tonight though but that's okay. i'm working with david and its scrabble night so it should be much fun.

anyways. its now 4pm. and i need to take a shower and get out of my bed. that's nast. hahahaha.

xoxo

lame

Fri, 14 Nov 2003 16:23:22 GMT

argh!

so. i had to enroll this morning at 7am. i set my alarm on the buzzer one for 7am and yeah. i was so tired that i hit the snooze for an hour and fifteen minutes before i realized why my alarm was going off.

anyways. the end result of that was that one of the classes i wanted filled up in the hour i was asleep. also the discussion section i wanted for another class was closed. blah! that's lame of me.

so i have 10 credits. and i'm going to just try again tomorrow. and the next day. and the next day. on into eternity. actually i wasn't sure what i was going to take for my third class anyways. oh well.

here's my schedule for winter quarter:
PSYCH 2 - Intro to Psych Stats - MWF 2-3:10pm
EDUC 92B - Intro to Theories in Educ - TTh 12-1:45pm

edit: i decided to just get another class so that i'll have something to fall back on. therefore i am now also enrolled in
MUSIC 11 - Intro to Western Music - MWF 11-12:10

i understand this class is eh. but, i'm actually slightly interested in it. as an added bonus, it also gives me the two GE's i have left. i was going to save those. but whatevs...i needed a class.

now i'm going back to bed.

Fri, 14 Nov 2003 08:18:40 GMT

i am exhausted. goodnight.

Thu, 13 Nov 2003 12:57:51 GMT

my body aches from lack of sleep.
and heart aches from the feeling of failure from not accomplishing enough tonight.
and my head hurts thinking about the work i still must do tomorrow.

why can't i just sleep until december.